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Post by BLAKE ASHTON on Oct 1, 2010 21:55:29 GMT -5
Blake sighed and bowed his head. "Problem: I kinda want to fight and kinda don't. So..." He groaned and then just let himself fall back against the bed. "It's a major issue..." He muttered, covering his face with his hands as he thought for a few moments. He was deliberating on whether or not to fight. But then, he came up with a compromise for himself and Noelle. He took his hands away from his face and sat up a bit. He looked directly at her, and spoke. "I'll make you a deal. I fight 5 times, and I'm done. So, you don't have to worry for long, and you can't rub it in my face if I get hurt even a little bit from a fight." He said, looking at her intently.
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Post by NOELLE MORRISON on Oct 1, 2010 22:03:32 GMT -5
Noelle was now even more upset with herself and well Blake too because he thought that he could just make everything easier, but really it wasn't that either. "Blake, I'm going to say this again, but a little differently this time. I really love you and care about you, but I'm not going to control your life or even try to because that would be wrong. I'm not going to say yes or no to your deal, but I'm going to say this. If you want to fight go and fight, but if you don't then just let me know." Noelle was know staring at the floor.
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Post by BLAKE ASHTON on Oct 1, 2010 22:14:47 GMT -5
He groaned and let himself fall back on the bed. "This is making everything so difficult!" He growled, hitting his forehead. Then Blake just lay on his bed, his eyes closed. "But I can't do that because I know you don't approve of it. You're opinion means everything to me, Noelle." He murmured, barely speaking loud enough for her to hear. It was kind of weird for him to admit that, but it was true. No ones opinion mattered to him except for hers, and this was making it extremely difficult for him. She was encouraging him but he knew she didn't like it...so he had no idea what to do.
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Post by NOELLE MORRISON on Oct 1, 2010 22:20:33 GMT -5
"Blake! I don't want you to fight ok. I don't to control your life. You should do whatever you want. If my opinion means so much to you Blake then just tell me, really without my opinion. Do you want to fight or do you want to stay like this, with me?" and then Noelle finally turned around and looked at Blake while fighting tears that could burst out of her at any moment. Now the thing was do her and Blake belong together because if he's going to be like this then Noelle might just break up with him even though she'll still love him, very much indeed.
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Post by BLAKE ASHTON on Oct 1, 2010 22:32:02 GMT -5
He sighed. "I'm not trying to fight. I just..." He shook his head, and held his head in his hands. Then, without looking up, he answered her question. "I want to stay with you...but I kinda want to fight. But I want to stay with you more..." He said feebly, looking up at her with desperate eyes. He didn't want to fight with her and he didn't want anything bad to happen to their relationship...but it seemed to be heading that way.
That was the last thing he wanted.
Blake sighed as he looked in her eyes. Then, hesitantly, he raised his hand and let it rest lightly on her cheek. "I love you, Noelle. You know that, and I really want to stay with you. I just don't know if I'd be able. You should know that I want to stay with you." He whispered, his eyes pleading for her to believe him. He didn't want her to doubt him...but he didn't know. He couldn't read minds. His thumb lightly brushed against her cheek and he looked directly into her eyes. But he was waiting for her response quietly, not adding anything else.
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Post by NOELLE MORRISON on Oct 1, 2010 22:38:14 GMT -5
"Look Blake I don't really want to break up with you or end our relationship at all, but I feel like it's heading that way and really if we were to break up I'd be really devastated. Especially since we ended it on fighting over something so stupid. I do believe you Blake and I really want to stay with you too, but we need to solve this. If not then I don't know" and Noelle put her hand over Blake's and then a few tears fell down her cheeks and she felt like she was losing it. Noelle did love Blake, but if she and him didn't stop fighting anytime soon then they should break up and really evaluate their relationship. The thought of breaking up with Blake was still on her mind and wouldn't leave until a resolution took place.
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Post by BLAKE ASHTON on Oct 1, 2010 22:45:51 GMT -5
"We'll find out something." He murmured, more so to himself than to her. But then he shook his head a bit and started wiping her tears away gently. "Don't cry." He said softly, kissing her forehead. He didn't want her to cry...it just depressed him seeing her like this. Especially because it was mostly because of him. Then he sighed, kissing her lighty before pulling away. "I promise you, we will solve this." He said, looking at her seriously.
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Post by NOELLE MORRISON on Oct 1, 2010 22:51:46 GMT -5
"I believe you again Blake, but how are we going to solve this. We need to solve this right away before anything else can happen. Enough about my opinion on this, but are you still holding that deal about the five fights out in the open because I'll take that now. As long as that can solve our problem." Noelle then fell back onto the bed and she now felt like breaking up wouldn't be a problem anymore, at least for now she did.
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Post by BLAKE ASHTON on Oct 1, 2010 22:59:17 GMT -5
Blake nodded a bit. "It's still there, the offer. Thats the best that I can probably get Aiden to accept." He said, then watched her. "I hope it does. I really don't want to fight with you." He said softly, and lay down next to her. 'This is kinda what I had been warning her about before...' He thought, and a frown came to his lips. He didn't know exactly what to do. He wasn't too great with this kind of stuff.
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Post by NOELLE MORRISON on Oct 2, 2010 10:19:36 GMT -5
"I'll take your offer then, but only because it's the only solution I can think of. I'm going to just change the subject ok Blake" and then Noelle began to kiss Blake and this time she didn't want it to end again until it was meant to. 'Please don't end this Blake because I really don't want it to. I just hope you don't end it.' Noelle then put her hands on Blake's cheeks.
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Post by BLAKE ASHTON on Oct 4, 2010 20:12:42 GMT -5
He gave a small, weak smile. It wasn't the best idea in the world, but it would have to work. Blake felt a bit surprised but none the less, he kissed her back. He lightly wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her a little bit closer. He raised one of his hands and put it over hers and then sighed as he pulled away. He leaned his forehead against hers. "Do you think it'll work out?" He murmured.
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Post by NOELLE MORRISON on Oct 4, 2010 21:14:24 GMT -5
"I really want it to work out for us Blake because I'd be hurt on the inside if it didn't and I really do love you" and then Noelle rested her head on his chest. "Do you know what time it is though Blake?" and Noelle then looked up at him with a slightly curious look on her face because she really needed to know what time it was.
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Post by BLAKE ASHTON on Oct 4, 2010 23:16:20 GMT -5
Blake sighed, and hugged her a bit closer to him. "I want it to work out, more than anything." He murmured, kissing her forehead lightly. His eyebrows furrowed when she asked about the time, but none the less, he helped her out with it. He pursed his lips for a moment and then, carefully, he reached over to where his cell phone was and was barely able to grab it. The familiar dim backlight came on when he pressed a button. His eyes looked at the screen toward where the time was briefly and then his eyes landed on her. "It's about 3:30 in the afternoon, why?" He said, not exactly getting the point of why she wanted to know the time. Unless she needed to be somewhere or might get in trouble or something like that. He really hoped that wasn't the case because he didn't want her to leave right now. Blake raised an eyebrow at her, and then pursed his lips to keep back a frown at his thoughts of her leaving.
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Post by NOELLE MORRISON on Oct 5, 2010 5:35:28 GMT -5
Noelle then pondered around a bit and began thinking about her mom and how and if her mom would even notice that she's not home which Noelle really doubted she would and to be honest Noelle didn't want to go home yet because she was happy being with Blake. "Oh, goodness Blake, no! I'm just curious to what time it is. I don't have to leave because I don't want to because I'm happy being here with you Blake" and then Noelle kissed Blake again. "Please don't frown Blake" and she kissed him again, but this time she didn't stop and to be honest with herself she didn't want it to stop at all and she desperately hoped that Blake would let it continue.
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Post by BLAKE ASHTON on Oct 5, 2010 21:05:58 GMT -5
He gave a small smile at her words, but his thoughts were wandering somewhere where he didn't like to be. His lips were about to turn into a frown, but then Noelle kissed him. He just pushed away the depressing thoughts and grabbed her waist lightly and pulled her closer to him, crushing his lips against her. Yet he was still somehow being gentle, which was weird because he was almost never gentle with anyone. 'She's turning me soft,' he noted, but not really caring at all.
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